hey, i think i'm a little bit fucked up and i don't want to be like this. i'm trying to get out of this shit somehow, but it's hard when nothing's going right and there's no motivation to start making things right. when there are a lot of people by your side, but nobody is able to help you or you are too scared to tell somebody. if you want to talk, i'm always there, because i want to help somehow people like me. we can stay strong.